I haven’t got time to blog!
(OK that is a lie. Whenever I want to blog, I plan it out and it stays in my brain for a while till I forget about it.)
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2014 had been a whirlwind and now it’s Feb already.
Nothing much to update but
- I think I may have lost weight. However, as of this morning, Mr Hub-hub held my hand for a bit and said “80”. As in 80 kg. -.-“
- My siblings think I don’t know what I am doing more than half the time. What makes it worse was that I actually take their advice! (I don’t know who is more stupid; me or them.) Once they said to try bathing my daughter with normal tap water, I did, and suddenly I felt warm. My daughter peed on me as the water was too cold for her. Yes.
- Adin Whatsapp-ed me the other day and truth be told, I miss NIE days! And occording to her, I’m still the same. My response “I’m staying true to myself.”
- I think I am now too comfortable around my husband. So much so I speak to him more or less like this “God give me the strength to not *insert painful acts* my husband”
- I begin to wonder what kind of parent am I. The good one? The bad one? The one who is the bad police? How can I make my daughter smart? All the endless questions…
- People have been asking when’s my next one. I’ll just say “Someday hopefully not this year” (I do want more kids but I think this year too much competition.)
- I simply love weddings now as it is a social gathering (especially when friends get married. I had to leave earlier last weekend and I do regret it. Definitely will attend whoever’s next in line’s wedding)
- I seem to be more motivated to do things now as I believe they’ll impact my future even more so as I now have a daughter. It bothers me that I think this way you know. Like why wasn’t I motivated before this? Why only after the birth of my daughter? Only He has the answers.
- SO looking forward for the long holidays! (Though pretty much the whole of SG is like on shutdown cuz of Chinese New Year)
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A wonderful surprise. Look at how small my daughter was. And she’ll continue to grow and grow and break my heart and I do know at times I will break her heart. I do hope she knows that I do what I can as a mother looking out for her eldest daughter.
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